These gritty, violent details pressed a more startling reality into my soul. This same violence was done to Jesus. He was brutalized, his flesh was torn, his soul was flayed by the wrath of God. My sins were transferred to his head and he became a bleeding sacrifice in my place, to atone for my sin. This is not just a story. This really happened.
The cross of Jesus Christ was not a quiet, tempered place of calm endurance. It was a scene of crushing pain and bruising punishment, of agony and horror. Jesus did not just invite me into heaven; he was slaughtered, like a Levitical animal, to bring me the free gift of salvation. The cosmic treason of sin can only lead to a violent death. The precious Son endured that death for me. And by his punishment we have received eternal peace with God.
Lord Jesus, thank you for for bearing my guilt and dying my death. Receive my adoration, awe, and thankfulness to your eternal glory, and keep me always near the cross.
But he was pierced for our transgressions;
he was crushed for our iniquities;
upon him was the chastisement that brought us peace,
and with his wounds we are healed. Isaiah 53:5
Sorrow and blood flow mingled down
Did e'er such love and sorrow meet
Or thorns compose so rich a crown? --Isaac Watts, 1707