This strikes to the heart of my feeble faith, and at the core of the American prosperity gospel. Even if. Even if He does not save us from physical pain and even death? Even if He does not do what we want Him to do, what seems good for Him to do, what makes sense for Him to do? Even if He doesn't demonstrate His power and His favor over our lives or reward our faith right now?
Of course we will pray for the power and mercy of God to be on display in generous provision and miraculous protection. We pray that God will reveal himself in keeping us from the fire of trial and suffering. But...even if he does not, by the power of his grace, we will still worship the Lord and will only bow before Him.
Consider a few "even ifs" that bring the magnitude of this faith home to our ordinary lives.
- Even if my marriage doesn't improve...
- Even if my children do not turn to the Lord...
- Even if my son turns toward sexual sin...
- Even if my daughter won't reconcile with me...
- Even if my boss fires me...
- Even if my car breaks down...
- Even if my pastor lets me down...
- Even if my friend betrays me...
- Even if my health fails...
- Even if I see hypocrisy in Christians...
- Even if my society becomes anti-Christian...
- Even if my enemy prospers...